June 7th 1999

    I would like to spend this little area of my writings to forgive people for what I've tweaked out on.  I'm sorry for doing so on the net.   Ashley and I are fine now.  As a matter of fact she and I are being good friends again and I still love her.  There was just a little bit of mis-understandings.  As for Tony... He's a dick and hasn't changed.  Sorry Jared.  I didn't mean to bite your head off either.  It was an accident.   Brian Jones... You're dead.  Tony... Still a dick.  Well... I am still upset at a few things but it is more of sadness than anything else.  I am still upset at Rachel's leaving.  She will make me sad when she leaves but she knows that she will be upset that she will leave too.  The 2 of us will be able to get along far away.  (sigh)  It still hurts, thinking about it that is.  I'll still have a bunch of friends that I really care about that will be around.  Ashley, Ryan, Sara, Christina, Laura and some others.  Jared will be leaving to Chico.  Anyhow.   I'm tired so I'll leave.  Goodnight.  Sorry ya'll.